Well i have been dealing with freshman yr as a blue devil (: i love how ppl make it seem like high school is terrible its amazing!!!!~ well so far atleast lulz ummmm Garrett is coming over today i think he got in a fight with his dad so i don't know if he can make it today i hope he can i wanna show him my skillz at driving a lawn mower ummm update me and Garrett's two month was a day after orientation for freshman (: (The 12th) tooooo bad he was at the beach on that day :l but i saw him the very next day when he got back so its okay ummm i hope none of this was in my last post i didnt even bother to check lol xD anyway ummmmmmm i need to fix up my hair and clean up the house alittle before Garrebear gets here (: *6-15-11* ♥♥♥ (: ClandestinePeace out
Peace.LOVE. Ha4m0ny.Jesus.JOY (:
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
I Love Contestssss (: (dedication blog)
WELLLLLLLL i worte the short story i chose 8 things from it for my friends to figure out related to real life here are the 8 (below)
~ Its about me and Garrett
~ he always wears vans or Toms
~ he has always loved me and always will
~ He wants to marry me
~ Eye Color my Silver eyes and his Beautiful Chocolate Brown eyes
~ I want a white dress with blood red trim
~ his Cute Little Half Smile
~ We both like being outside together at night (:
and well the winner of this is my BEAUTIFUL and FABULOUS friend Britty (: i love you girly
and so now as i promised ONE maginificent blog ABOUT youz (: well what can i say i met this crazy but awesome girl at NashiCon in Columbia SC she was as the girl from Elfen Lied if i am correct (i hope i am lol) and i was dressed at my character Volpe in my fursuit (: and yeah we became friends on facebook then Skype and she has lovely voice BTW we love singing together HAPPY BY NSN~ ♥ lol best song ever but yeah anyway britty knows me very well so it was no surprise that she would win the contest but i have to give it to the competitor Kevin he had to go eat so he couldn't even try and doesn't even know me that well but whatever i proud of Britty (: she knows me so well lol i love you britty you are absolutely Rainbowlicious Ma'am i really hope you can enter another contest (: lol i love how even know kevin is arguing it wasn't fair but whatever you won fair and square Britty i will have our collab vid up very soon i hope to see you real soon!!!!!!!!!!! i love you deary your like a sister to me almost i know that if garrett couldn't help me i can always turn to you for help so thank you (: i love you talk to ya on facebook soon enough (: ~Checkered Luna
~ Its about me and Garrett
~ he always wears vans or Toms
~ he has always loved me and always will
~ He wants to marry me
~ Eye Color my Silver eyes and his Beautiful Chocolate Brown eyes
~ I want a white dress with blood red trim
~ his Cute Little Half Smile
~ We both like being outside together at night (:
and well the winner of this is my BEAUTIFUL and FABULOUS friend Britty (: i love you girly
and so now as i promised ONE maginificent blog ABOUT youz (: well what can i say i met this crazy but awesome girl at NashiCon in Columbia SC she was as the girl from Elfen Lied if i am correct (i hope i am lol) and i was dressed at my character Volpe in my fursuit (: and yeah we became friends on facebook then Skype and she has lovely voice BTW we love singing together HAPPY BY NSN~ ♥ lol best song ever but yeah anyway britty knows me very well so it was no surprise that she would win the contest but i have to give it to the competitor Kevin he had to go eat so he couldn't even try and doesn't even know me that well but whatever i proud of Britty (: she knows me so well lol i love you britty you are absolutely Rainbowlicious Ma'am i really hope you can enter another contest (: lol i love how even know kevin is arguing it wasn't fair but whatever you won fair and square Britty i will have our collab vid up very soon i hope to see you real soon!!!!!!!!!!! i love you deary your like a sister to me almost i know that if garrett couldn't help me i can always turn to you for help so thank you (: i love you talk to ya on facebook soon enough (: ~Checkered Luna
Is this okay?
Is This okay ~ Checkered Luna (a short love story)
she slowly made her way through the dance floor slowly and elegantly using one hand to push her way through the crowd of couples while her other gripped the side of her dress sure not to let it drag. The lights shined on the amazing white dress with blood red trim her mind raced over every possibility that this plan would even work but sure enough it had. The boy she had loved ever since childhood was sitting right there and mind you shes is now 17 almost out of high school and yet she never gave up on him. They grew up together he was her best friend ever since 1st grade maybe even before that but she knew she wouldn't let anymore time slip by her pace slowed as she came to stand in front of him. He looked up from his vans which i find kinda cute that a guy would wear vans with a tuxedo ;) but she paid no mind to it he always wore vans or toms with everything. The boy stared at the beautiful girl before him he smiled grinned at her with the cute little grin she knew belonged to her and only her that little half grin where his smile was kinda crooked and off to the side looking it always made him look so young and innocent the girls' thought process was cut off by his voice. "You look beautiful tonight Hailey" she smiled sweetly at him her eyes shining bright Grey almost Silver. He smiled back just as sweetly his eyes shining a beautiful Chocolate brown "Thanks Johnathan you look very Handsome in your Tuxedo...and Vans" they both laughed and giggled at the little inside joke about Vans Hailey stopped laughing and looked Johnathan in the eyes "Do you mind coming outside with me for a quick min?" Johnathan looked out on the dance floor where his supposed girlfriend was talking with some other guys rolled his eyes and looked back at Hailey "sure i'd rather hang with you anyway" Hailey put out her hand and led him out to the courtyard where a few couples sat on some benches. Hailey bent down and took off her heels as they walked on the grass together. They stay quiet mostly a few jokes here and there and the occasional glances at each other but nothing more until they finally both sat down in the middle of the field of grass looking up at the stars. Johnathan looked over at Hailey and spoke very casually "you know i have been thinking alot about things you know like how me and you have been friends for so long and we use to be so close til high school i always wondered why we drifted" Hailey looked down and spoke "i figure it as my fault you tried talkin to me alot but i always tried to stay out of your way but i've been thinking alot about us to."
Johnathan grabbed Hailey's hand and used his other hand to make her look at him "Hailey don't ever push yourself away from me your my best friend you always will be and you know something ever since 3rd grade i've had the biggest crush on you" Hailey looked at him her eyes shimmering "you never seemed interested so i never tried to ask you out which is why i always just settled for the girls that asked me out but my heart has always been set on you" Hailey sat there and just looked at him feeling like she was going to cry and finally just said something "is this okay?" Johnathan looked alittle confused "is what okay?" he asked she looked at him tears rolling down "is it okay for me to love you like is it okay for me wanting to be in your arms forever is it okay for me to feel so strongly towards you? is it okay?" she asked. Johnathan smiled widely "Hailey i've been wondering that myself for 8 yrs!" she giggled through her tears of joy. Johnathan pulled a ring from his pocket and looked her in the eyes "Hailey like i said 8 yrs i've been wondering these things and i don't want to wonder anymore I Love You Hailey Storm will you marry me?" she covered her mouth as the tears rolled down her cheeks and as her mind raced over all the yrs they spent together all the way up to this moment "Johnathan Lakesford i would be HONORED to marry you" he smiled at her stood up put out his hands helped Hailey up and hugged her as tight as possible...without hurting her of course he pulled her back slightly looked her in the eyes smiled brightly (: put his hands on her waist leaned down and kissed her sweetly and passionately on the lips they looked each other in the eyes moments later Hailey said very sweetly while he slid the ring onto her ring finger "Johnathan i love you" Johnathan looked at her sweetly and replied the three words she had been waiting yrs to hear " I love You Too Hailey!" Johnathan grabbed her hand a squeezed her hand lovingly as they stood under the stars together for what seemed like eternity.
Well that's my short story hope ya'll like it should i write another you be the judge....also there is some truth in this story and the names are kinda close to some other names lol (: and some of this is about what i want in the future (:
she slowly made her way through the dance floor slowly and elegantly using one hand to push her way through the crowd of couples while her other gripped the side of her dress sure not to let it drag. The lights shined on the amazing white dress with blood red trim her mind raced over every possibility that this plan would even work but sure enough it had. The boy she had loved ever since childhood was sitting right there and mind you shes is now 17 almost out of high school and yet she never gave up on him. They grew up together he was her best friend ever since 1st grade maybe even before that but she knew she wouldn't let anymore time slip by her pace slowed as she came to stand in front of him. He looked up from his vans which i find kinda cute that a guy would wear vans with a tuxedo ;) but she paid no mind to it he always wore vans or toms with everything. The boy stared at the beautiful girl before him he smiled grinned at her with the cute little grin she knew belonged to her and only her that little half grin where his smile was kinda crooked and off to the side looking it always made him look so young and innocent the girls' thought process was cut off by his voice. "You look beautiful tonight Hailey" she smiled sweetly at him her eyes shining bright Grey almost Silver. He smiled back just as sweetly his eyes shining a beautiful Chocolate brown "Thanks Johnathan you look very Handsome in your Tuxedo...and Vans" they both laughed and giggled at the little inside joke about Vans Hailey stopped laughing and looked Johnathan in the eyes "Do you mind coming outside with me for a quick min?" Johnathan looked out on the dance floor where his supposed girlfriend was talking with some other guys rolled his eyes and looked back at Hailey "sure i'd rather hang with you anyway" Hailey put out her hand and led him out to the courtyard where a few couples sat on some benches. Hailey bent down and took off her heels as they walked on the grass together. They stay quiet mostly a few jokes here and there and the occasional glances at each other but nothing more until they finally both sat down in the middle of the field of grass looking up at the stars. Johnathan looked over at Hailey and spoke very casually "you know i have been thinking alot about things you know like how me and you have been friends for so long and we use to be so close til high school i always wondered why we drifted" Hailey looked down and spoke "i figure it as my fault you tried talkin to me alot but i always tried to stay out of your way but i've been thinking alot about us to."
Johnathan grabbed Hailey's hand and used his other hand to make her look at him "Hailey don't ever push yourself away from me your my best friend you always will be and you know something ever since 3rd grade i've had the biggest crush on you" Hailey looked at him her eyes shimmering "you never seemed interested so i never tried to ask you out which is why i always just settled for the girls that asked me out but my heart has always been set on you" Hailey sat there and just looked at him feeling like she was going to cry and finally just said something "is this okay?" Johnathan looked alittle confused "is what okay?" he asked she looked at him tears rolling down "is it okay for me to love you like is it okay for me wanting to be in your arms forever is it okay for me to feel so strongly towards you? is it okay?" she asked. Johnathan smiled widely "Hailey i've been wondering that myself for 8 yrs!" she giggled through her tears of joy. Johnathan pulled a ring from his pocket and looked her in the eyes "Hailey like i said 8 yrs i've been wondering these things and i don't want to wonder anymore I Love You Hailey Storm will you marry me?" she covered her mouth as the tears rolled down her cheeks and as her mind raced over all the yrs they spent together all the way up to this moment "Johnathan Lakesford i would be HONORED to marry you" he smiled at her stood up put out his hands helped Hailey up and hugged her as tight as possible...without hurting her of course he pulled her back slightly looked her in the eyes smiled brightly (: put his hands on her waist leaned down and kissed her sweetly and passionately on the lips they looked each other in the eyes moments later Hailey said very sweetly while he slid the ring onto her ring finger "Johnathan i love you" Johnathan looked at her sweetly and replied the three words she had been waiting yrs to hear " I love You Too Hailey!" Johnathan grabbed her hand a squeezed her hand lovingly as they stood under the stars together for what seemed like eternity.
Well that's my short story hope ya'll like it should i write another you be the judge....also there is some truth in this story and the names are kinda close to some other names lol (: and some of this is about what i want in the future (:
one wish???
She made you happy inspired you so much and right now i feel like such a waste of space you say i love you your so glad you met me but like wtf u shouldnt be glad i cant do anything for you all i can do is try to be here when you need me but for some reason i feel like she is so much better than me i wish she didnt move away sometimes even though if she was still here and i could never have you atleast you wouldn't be sad all the time when your not around me )': it makes me wanna cry i cant help you i can't keep you happy i feel like all of this is a dream still im with the guy of my dreams the guy ive always thought of as my prince the one i've always wanted to marry the one i thought never existed i mean everything about you fits what i want it's just i don't deserve you )': i've done nothing to deserve you you drive to see me and do all this stuff to see me and all i can do is occasionally get my mom to drop me off to see you for a few hours but it's like i feel like all i ever do is make u upset or piss you off or something and then after i do that all i want to do is crawl in a hole and die a miserable gory death )': did you know that 99.9% of the time you are all i think about i'm constantly worrying about you when u don't text me back i'm wondering if your crying right now being depressed or when i'm with you and you look over at me with a certain look im wondering if somethings wrong and if i'm the cause of it why can't i just keep you happy why can't i take away your pain why can't i be a girl that inspires you you know sometimes i wonder if your thinking about me or if your thinking of her cause right now i'm completely and utterly confused you say you love me and then you sometimes turn around and talk about her )': do you seriously not realizes that just like you not wanting me to talk about my guy friends i don't like you talking about your EX like seriously can you please stop hurting me with just her name or the things she likes or music she introduced you to :l i just DON'T CARE i'll sit and listen but deep inside i really don't care and wish u would just FORGET ABOUT HER COMPLETELY and act like she never existed that's my wish is for you to forget about her......or atleast stop talking about her to me )': i can't deal with it anymore its breaking me down..........thank you
Can i just say today was Rainbowlicious?????
okay people another thing about my boyfriend be prepared for a cotton candy puke-fest but okay so i was up alllllll night last night like til 3am then finally i was like fuddisshit and i started watchin' fame from like ummmmm i think 2009?? and i finally just turned off my xboxand stared at thecieling til like 5am probably and finally fell asleep just to be woken up by a familiar ringtone around 11am and it was of course Garrett saying he was on the way to see me :DDD so i took ashower and he showed up at my house and we hung out all day drove around alittle in his dads car and he had just left at 7pm something im just like fdkjsngkjhbgkhjfbgkj RAINBOWLICIOUS is the only way to describe today :DD so yeah just thought id say that lol im gonna go talk to the MISUNDERSTOODs on facebook peace out ppl Love.Peace.Harmony ClandestinePeace is out~!!
1 in a million...~
1 in a million is such an overused phrase what am i the 1in a million for the 1 in a million that commits suicide 1 in a million to fall in love what if i dont want to be in a million??? million is such a large number overused in my own opinion why dont we just think of our own life stop saying im 1 in a million makes me feel so alone and depressed i am the 1 in a million to live but i am not like a million other ppl i am me so please allow me to choose how i live and not compare to me to being 1 in a million :l THANK YOU NOW STAY OUT OF MY LIFE
May i Brag????
okay i am so sorry to all the single people out there but i must brag about my absolutely rainbowliciously awesome boyfriend GARRETT :DDDDD ya'll are about to have a whole let in on how we met and how we got together :DDD I LOVE YOU GARREBEAR sooooooo i met him AWHILE back like back in January i think he was dating someone i use to chill with named miranda mirmir for short and i met him through her :) and then i only got his name and saw who he was and then i never really saw him again which kinda sucks cause when i first saw him and got his name i developed a crush on him (: -insert pic of sexy boyfriend here- lol well then i stopped going to the Skatepark which is a detail i left out before we met at a skatepark lol what a great place to meet :DDD lool but yeah i ended up in rehab hate ppl who go there fuk off i went through a bad spot in life :'( im outta that spot now but yeah and i never went bak to the skatepark but yeah i was finally gettin all my stuff back when one random night i was on facebook around like probably 10pm in march and he messaged me i was like WTF cause we never talked and from that night forth we talked everynight til like 2am :DD and hes kept me sane and comforted me every time i texted him and then i tried askin him out but he couldnt for his own personal reason i wont put out in the open but finally like 2 weeks later on June 15, 2011 :DDD he asked me out and of course i said DUH :DDD i mean seriously why would i had said no i'm pretty sure i fell in love with him the 3rd week after me and him started talkin on facebook ((((((: and now me and him have been together for a month and 1 week :DD (yes i kept track lol) and i have never really ever been mad at him and hes only been mad at me once and we've only fought once (: i love this boy truly (: he is really the best thing that could ever happen to me i am so glad me and him met if not for him i would have probably cut my lifeline short :l but yeah im done braggin WAIT NO IM NOT one more thing hes uber smexy hes 6ft with blonde hair mixed with his natural hair color of brown he surfs longboards skateboards hes an amazing swimmer hes really nice funny has great taste in music (nevershoutnever and hellogoodbye ftw) and hes all in all the one perfect guy out of a million (: and i love him to death and never want to lose him anyway now im done bragging i love you garrett and also everyone else keep an eye out for more blogs
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